Blah.

Sep 9, 2008 at 9:58 AM
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I feel like crap.

I don't know why. I don't know if it's PMS, if it's the season change, if it's tiredness or work or what it is... maybe a combination?

All I know is, it sucks. I hate feeling like this. Maybe I'm just having a down day. It's dark, cloudy, and rainy after all.

Plus, I'm sick... not sure if it's allergies, a cold, a sinus infection.. and my husband is sick, and I just feel like... crap.

I feel like crying for no good reason. Nothing in my life is any different than it was, say, a week ago and I didn't feel like crying then. So, what gives?

I've been on and off depression meds since I was a teenager. Last Winter I needed them, and they worked. Maybe I need them again.

I really wish I didn't need to work today. Sigh.

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that sucks. i'm sorry to hear that you're so down. i agree that the seasons matter though. try and get outside!

i sometimes feel like this and i started to worry that maybe i was fighting depression, but then i got some advise from a good friend. she said that life sucks, and sometimes it sucks for no good reason. So have your bad day, and its ok to be in a pissed off, or sad mood. But then tomorrow get your shit together... that what my best friend told me when i was having a day just like yours. so now i'm passing on her wisdom... so today be pissed at the world... your human!!! I know that as a employee and mother, wife, girlfriend, sister, aunt, what ever your titles are you feel like you suppose to be perfect all the time. but give your self today to be human. you can be wonderwomen tomorrow.. all the best to you.

Sorry to hear this, JM. My husband suffers from depression and sometimes I tell him to stay home and have a "mental health day" rather than push himself to go to work and risk getting worse. Hope you are feeling better soon.